let me be your safe haven.
will you laugh when i laugh?
pupils dilated, i can only imagine
what may be on the receiving end.
i’m tired of writing over and over about you
but each time that i sit down and put pen to paper
each word is written only for you.
i got down on my knees,
eyes lowered, palms clasped together,
in prayer i knelt.
an atheist brought to the mercy of a higher being.
youtube playlists, late night phone calls, hasty confessions.
i wonder what you remember,
my own thoughts are hazy, sometimes i wonder if what i remembered is really true.
i’m such a different person from what i once was 5 years ago.
rhythm plays in the background
still the track with your name on it remains silent.