to be a woman

to be honest i hadn't thought about my bad experiences with men in a long time. i'd removed the really bad from my brain and left myself with the just the bad. i remember hardly anything from my trip to Slovakia in January 2019, except for that one evening when a colleague, manipulated me into… Continue reading to be a woman

rubik’s cube

so difficult to solve, so angular. i pick it up and put it back down. i give myself a break, telling myself that i won't try again for another few days. but im right back where i left off just a few hours later. last time i tried to solve a puzzle, all the jigsaw… Continue reading rubik’s cube


i look over at the sun. it's heating up my room, leaving me to broil in drowsy comfort. in the background, my father's voice gradually swells, repetitively battling with his duty to his students and slow understanding of technology. in the corner of my eye i see the medicine sitting on my desk. it peeks… Continue reading healing