don't expect anything anymore. don't look them in the eye. don't get your hopes up. you can feel pretty, but deep down you know they only see the flaws. how does my smile seem more genuine? has anyone ever written a manual on how to have fun? remember how you used to hide? i once… Continue reading social a n x i e t y
when they left, he was left with the kind of sadness that only teenagers could understand. an intense loneliness that crept up on him on his commute home from work. he found there was no way past it, he could wrap himself up a fantasy, in an imagined world brighter and quieter than the greyness… Continue reading when they left
his friend told her not to talk to him anymore. and she kept her promise, just like that. that was the night she wrote her last letter to him. the one she never sent. she had wanted to send him letters every other week. in the end she only sent two. every so often, she… Continue reading bubbles, arcades, you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqBnrzeX9uM i like it when you smile. i like it when you look me in the eyes. i like it when you whisper secrets in my ears. i like it when we're alone. i like you a lot. one day i'll tell you. but for now, i'll keep it a secret.
she's looking kinda beautiful today. don't you think? can't promise i'll be just okay with 'afar', is it okay if it get a little closer? don't know if it's the cigarette smoke, dim lighting, or the 3 bottles of sake but it's getting easier to gather up the courage to look you in the eyes.… Continue reading her
i can hear the cat scratching on my flatmate's door. her quiet 'meow's' are so pitiful, I can't help but open the door every hour to let her roam around my room. the house shakes every time a door is shut
Each year around Halloween, the issue of identity and race is thrown into the forefront of my mind with the same questions racing around my head. How can I create a convincing costume when the costumes I want to wear all look more "authentic" on someone who's white? Origins Growing up in the north of… Continue reading Growing up British Chinese